Oh! That's--that's really good, actually. I'm still learning, so... [she shrugs her one shoulder again.]

At home--and it probably still is, I feel like things are just...different here--my plan was always just to wait for Vax, you know, and...I still feel like...I don't know. There's a, a thing happening, a...triangle? But it feels...mutual. But i don't--I wouldn't...I don't know.

[she laughs a little]

All I really want is to feel special and valued and like I...like I matter very much to my partner, because my partner matters very much to me. Does that make sense? I don't want to feel like an afterthought. But I don't think you'd make me feel as such.